Sometimes This All Feels So Lonely

Infertility is the loneliest situation I've ever lived through.

Don't get me wrong, I have wonderful friends and family and husband who are all there for me. There is just no good way to convey the heartache that comes with feeling this broken. I also find myself self isolating just to not break down on others. If I'm having a bad day I just don't answer text or stay away from people. So really, I'm doing this to myself.

It's like I'm on a deserted island by myself, people can send me messages but they can't ever really reach me. I only have myself to understand what I'm going through right in these moments.